Posted by: nastypen | March 14, 2008

It Has Been A Week in My 30s.

….and it doesn’t look good.  I think I’m going to make some life-changing decisions in the coming months.  I’m still at a wait and see mode.  AT LEAST there have been great things….well, only a couple, but thank god for small mercies.  But the rest?  Whooo boy…if there was a pill that will make you forget, I’d overdose for this week.  


You know it’s love when despite fucking you up, you still hold on.  Maybe it’s not love but stupidity?  Who knows?  And, no, I am NOT talking about my relationship with Addie.


People are leaving.  When is my turn?


I was asked by a former government official at a dinner what are my plans in my life.  I told her, “I have no idea.”


She, the government official, told me, that I should return to Europe because of my interest in Art History.  She further elucidated that I should work as a painter in a culture-less society like Singapore where according to her “people there need art.”  I just smiled and wished I was home reading a book.


One of the two good things that happened on my first week in my 30s:  Books.  Books.  Books.  Books.  Humans go to shit for all I care.


I was contacted if I wanted to do some racket or side job for an IT firm.  While I am quite grateful for the jobs trickling in, I feel like screaming.


I’m thinking of getting a blog break.  I don’t know.  I got bored I guess.  But perhaps I should return to things that I have, yet again, left by the wayside.


Don’t you fucking hate it when you call and call a mobile and it’s not being answered?  I fucking hate it.  I fucking hate it more that I am affected by this.  So this is my cue to stop blogging and return to the book I am reading.


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